irony.

have to keep it in. how to let it out? who to let it out to?

best kept secret.

Regrets

it was still an opportunity missed that i would never forget, then again, the future would not have happened without the past.

i did try my best to make it work, initiating meetings and all but i guess it just fell short, probably not meant to be.

dont ask why.

there always seem to be those few people that you really wanna get with, but cant.

suck on it.

i've got this feeling that some people enter our lives to make it difficult. whole day picking on 1 person when he has done nothing wrong. maybe its personal but for what reason?

you feel like a bigger man bullying the weak just cos you got power?

all this is just coincidental, im just unlucky.

Contemplating

this knee is giving me problems again. time to get it solved once and for all.

The Truth

i dont remember how we ended things, and i probably dint have the heart to say it straight to you,

i did tell you not to fall for me because i myself know i cant do the same for you. so, you may one day read this and finally figure it out.

very sorry

soccer

its good to realize that sports takes my mind off whatever feelings i have.

this little crush of mine, should i let it shine?

this empty feeling

somehow, i feel something is missing from my life.

approaching 2012

just feel like i need a space to type my feelings again.